I don't know where I'll find you

I've been thinking a lot about relationships and all and I'm totally oblivious. Honestly I don't know where I will be in ten years, a married missionary or a single one. A lot of people are kind of afraid of being single for the rest of their lives specially missionaries. Seriously though in thinking about it I think I could be single for the rest of my life, however I feel very strongly that there is someone out there the God is going to bless me with. It may not be now, it may not even be in the next five years, but it's worth the wait.

Between now and whenever this man will come into my life I have to focus on God and the plan he has for me now. My heart cannot focus on the things that I want for myself in this world, a husband, children, and anything else. If I never get those things but keep my heart focused on God and fill my heart with his love for the people of the world and follow through on that love then I will never be in want for a husband or children. However it will truly be a blessing if God sees it fit to bestow those things on me, and everyday I will thank Him for them. So whoever you are if I'm even supposed to meet you, I don't know where I'll find you or even if I'm meant too, but even still I will praise the Lord for all the blessings I have now.

Peace