This is going to be really short. I REALLY wanna go on a missions trip outside of the country, I'm itching to go on one. Well thats about it.

Ok, I eat many foods that are very unhealthy for me. Did I say I eat food that is very unhealthy? I meant I eat food that is very VERY unhealthy. I drink caffeinated drinks not even for the caffeine but because I just think they taste awesome. I am not over weight by any means but I'm pretty sure that maybe 15 years from now I will be seeing the outcome of all this grossness I keep putting in myself.

I really want to start eating healthy but it's really hard when I live at home and I live in the south where fried food is EVERYWHERE. Not to mention all that fried food is amazingly delicious, I really do want to do better. I'm trying to drink more water and not so many sodas, I don't drink way to much coffee so I'm not really worried about that. As far as exercise, well I don't really, but when I do I enjoy it and I also don't eat as much.

Well I guess I'll keep praying and hopefully I'll make a change.

There are days now that I think a lot. I know most people say that they tend to think a lot but for a few days now I've thought more than a lot. Especially now since Easter has passed I am thinking more now about my life, how its been, how it is, and how it might pan out.

I've found many things to be true thus far in my life. Number one: being the youngest does not mean you get what you want all the time, Number two: Eighteen is probably one of the most turbulent ages to go through because so much changes in the family when one gets to be that old, Number three: Anyone can feel when it is truly time to be an adult. These are only three of the maybe hundreds of things I've found out in merely nineteen years of life.

As the days go by I find it more and more necessary to find my own path, I guess you could say I'm "coming into my own." People have plans for me in thier minds but I've come to understand that it's time to make my own plans and stick to them, as well as follow God's plans first and foremost. I'm so excited for the future but there is no way I can fulfill my dreams while living out plans that others have for me rather than making my own way in this world.

I just hope that God gives me enough strength to make plans that will glorify Him in every way.

So Im new to this

I've just created this thing, so I'm obviously new at this whole blogging thing. Be gentle.